Saturday, January 28, 2006

Eliza's Plan on Thursday



EVENT : MALAYSIA MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMEN
DATE : 26.01.2006 THURSDAY
VENUE : SRI PENTAS 2 , PLAZA ALAM SENTRAL , SHAH ALAM
TIME :9.30 PM

















Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Happy Anniversary 1 yr 5 months

The Forever Love...

After all we've been through ,

After all the 'firestones'

After all the times we've shared

We both know that we love each other so dearly.

Noone can ever break us apart.

I love you ,Engku Nasrun..

Happy Anniversary......

Friday, January 20, 2006

To:KOi


KOi & Eliza

The phatness of mizz gorgeous eliza

Koi ,

I think it's clear enough that we are in a 'tight' situation. Yup! The two of us.What's the matter with you? I appreciate your effort to actually participate in my previous entry which I had made a vow to myself that I'm going to change myself as it's unhealthy for my relationship with Yong.My goodness Koi , I love Yong so much that I couldnt bare to live my life without him.Yes I can find another one but ppl just dont know what he had done for me.What are the things , the sweetest thing that he had sacrificed for me.You dont know that. in fact,noone knows.But by all means Koi , please do respect me as well.You cant simply reveal things just like that. Memang la that person dah buat salah but I think you should be aware of this phrase saying that " People make mistakes and they learn from it".I dont mind if you actually gave me an advice.Not just you la dude..anybody.But...personally the way you convey your message is wrong.Totally!

koi said...
Don't just promise, show it.I can see you were making faces at shuq's place the other day.sorry to say.but nampak sangat.

11:19 PM

My stand : I really appreciate when you say "Don't just promise , show it.". That's like a challenge for me to actually prove it to you and the whole wide world that I've already made my vowe that I'm gonna change myself to become a better person.To me sampai situ is like a brother's advice to his lil sister.But,you have to tell the whole world about me making faces at Shuq's place the other day.So what if I made faces at Shuq's place?I have problems with Yong at that particular moment and even before that, for a particular reason.What's your problem?

gorgeouseliza said...
Yeah I did but at least I mingle around..And what's wrong if nampak sgt? At least I'm not some hypocrite...I'm just plain...And dude..you dont know me so dont just judge..It doesnt help man...

1:11 AM

My stand:Betul apa.I did mingle around that night.It's not like I just sat at one corner not talking to anyone , Peluk tubuh that kind of thing.I even make jokes (ayu + Dd gelak gila babi ok). And you said I was making faces?I got problems with Yong.Nak buat camne?Takkan itu pun you nak masuk campur.I understand that you are Yong's buddy. You know him longer than I do.And you just know me for like two seconds and you're already judging me?That's very wrong Koi..

koi said...
I'm just saying what i saw and perhaps other saw it too.Jangan la marah.kalau marah tuh tandanya awak bersalah.if u done nothing wrong then awak tak sepatutnya melatah.btw,adik saya junior awak dulu.so tau la skit2 pasal awak.

1:52 AM

My stand: I know you were revealing what you saw but why must reveal it to the whole wide world like teruk sgt I ni. I spit on you ke? I kick your ass ke?No right?Saper yg tak marah kalau kena tembak camtu?What did I do to you?Why must you involved your sister in this picture?She was my junior..so she was. So what?Maybe she told you stuff about me.Apparently semua yg dia dgr.Maybe it's not true.It's defamation,rumours.Without investigation , you actually potray me as a bad person ke Koi?Is that how you look at people?What did I do to you?

gorgeouseliza said...
koi..you know what?that doesnt shake me at all la man.Cuz I think we believe that ppl change either from bad to better or the other way around.So..by saying that your sister was my junior b4 , yeah so what? Like she was my best friend /something.or she's just another person who listens to other ppl too.Mad? No...I'm just being too honest I think to actually reveal my feelings.Not like some people who actually hide their hatred in front of the other person and being nice in front of them..Errghh..That's so not cool...

12:03 PM

My stand: Wanna know why I answered harshly to you Koi?It's because I sakit hati tau.I didnt expect someone especially you to actually are doing this to me.The one yg I think I went to Fete de la Musique together , the one yg Yong always label as his bro,best friend,the one who used to make jokes and I'll sambung his jokes.Lepaq ss2.Looking at you eating the nasi sup daging.The cute hands tapping..All that la..I find you as a very positive person.But , you have just prove me wrong Koi.You just did.Betul la org cakap , "Diam-diam berapi".

koi said...
''I'm just being too honest I think to actually reveal my feelings.''
I don't think you know what you are talking about.if you like it that way.then I'll show my true colors and feelings.amcam?

2:25 PM

My stand:What's this all about Koi?This is so not you la.Bitter tau.(Well I was one before so I know bitter tu camne).This is like a threat to me tau.Like.."Ok girl..You wanna it.You got it".It hurts la wei..This is so not you..No..Not you...Definitely..and Koi...I know what I'm talking about.

gorgeouseliza said...
Bring it on Koi!!

8:30 PM

My stand:This is how I jawab if I've been hurt by a person yg I love dearly.Yes Koi. Believe it or not?I love you because you helped me a lot in my relationship.I never forget all that.You were there when I gaduh dgn Yong sometimes.I love you tau Koi sebenarnya.

What hurts me so much is lately before that night , you refused to hang out with me n yong.Boleh tak Koi...It's so obvious tau..You've reach Dawood dah ni and you boleh sampai hati balik terus/pergi tempat lain.Why? because you wanted to lepaq dgn Yong and suddenly you saw me there , you walk away. Apa tu?

The night yg I gaduh dgn Yong tu..It was almost 3 am tau Koi. I was driving alone at that hour , sunday night lagi.I know YOng told you not to pick up the phone if I called but pikir la ..I'm a girl t au.Driving alone at night to look for my bf. I was hoping that I could find some info from you to look up for my bf.But no..u didnt pick up the phone.Me , yg used to be a negative thinker thought that .."Oh it's almost 3.30am.Koi should have been sleeping.Tak nak kacau.".But as I got the chance to talk to Yong finally rupa-rupanya You ada dgn dia.At least kan...concern la pasal my safety.Kalau tak as a friend pun kan , as a human being.At least Shuq told me how worry he is when I was out there in the middle of the night driving alone.If only he could hepl me at that time to search for Yong so that I could balik safely. Sampai camtu sekali thoughtful nya Shuq.

Once again.I'm sorry if I've been harsh to you accidently or no but things like this kan Koi hurts me tau.I just made my vow especially to Yong and to the world (that's why I wrote the previous entry) because I believe that this time I really am changing and try to become a better person. I want to have a good relationship just like everybody. I admit that my relationship was a bit 'shakey' but what can I do?This is what I'm offering Yong so that I could keep the realtionship cuz I love this guy so much.Because after that night , I realised that if I dont change myself , I'll kill the rellationship. All that matters to me is Yong tau Koi..I sayang dia.That's why I'm doing all this for him and of course to better myself.

So..here I want to make it clear.I'm sorry if I've been harsh to you all this time which I seriously dont know what.I take it as a challenge from Allah as I'm trying so hard to be a better person.Dugaan.As a lil sister , I shouldnt be "kurang ajar"to you in the 1st place (in all the comments).Maybe your intention was to give me advices but I took it wrongly. Hope we could be friends again. Take care man...
Love , eliza

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

I WAS......I AM

The phatness of mizz gorgeous eliza
I was vain
I was plastic
I was childish
I was full of hatred
I was bitter
I was psycho
I was negative
I was sickening
I was all fake
I was all that...You told me
BUT
I am better
I am honest
I am strong
I am positive
I am no longer annoying
I am learning
I am someone
As I realise how much I love you,I know I can be someone better. I will be a better person.
I promise.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

The phatness of mizz gorgeous eliza
The sweetest thing that could happen to you is LOVE
The worst thing that could happen to you is LOVE
The thing that sometimes makes you wanna kill yourself is LOVE
The thing that sometimes makes you wanna kill your partner by yourself is LOVE
The part that will bring you to joy is LOVE
The part that will crash your heart this you doi (die) is also LOVE
What would it be without passion and LOVE??

Monday, January 09, 2006

Stupid sms kills...NOT!!


Take this you piece of shit!!

Assalamualaikum and selamat sejahtera ...

Have you guys ever received a prank call or what I shall call it as 'disturbing' calls / smses?Well , now it happened to me and it's been 3-4 days la. I cant remember..Nak baca cerita tak?

Ok ..Basically ada this one girl who keep on smsing yong la.More like she knew yong long time ago(time yong kurus kering dulu). She was like,"I want to see you slim down a bit.Handsome." , "I wanna kiss you , hug you ",I miss you",apa benda la...segala cintan sayang.Agak annoying gak la..Yong tried to call her and all but she was like takpela I busy la (refused to tell her name).then she just hung up.Rude!!

So , one night I tried to reach her.Got this one little girl who she claimed to be this girl punya sister. So , i talked to her sister nicely saying things like I would appreciate her to rspect the relationship that I'm having with Yong.Sorry but all this crap is isnt helping. you know that kind of thing.Because kalau I nak naik hantu , maki serapah , mentera semerah padi pun , what's the point. Because whatever it is , me n yong are still together.we are in love with each other. So nak buat apa jadi sawan kurana nak terajang her or anything.just chill la kan??

Hai..dunia..dunia..apa la nak jadi dgn budak2 sekarang... Nak kata tak sekolah , rasanya cam sekolah la kot budak ni..kalau tak takkan la dia boleh cakap org putih skit2.(but like school kids la kan).

But I cant deny that some relationship can always end at any time kalau the couple tu tak strong enough and believe in each other. Jadi , kenapa la kita ni nak dilahirkan to be a destroyer??Tak baik kan..Dosa pun timbun...

So itula dia kesudahan ceritanya.Sabar la if you're in this situation too..Dont be mad ,just sabar.Show them that you're something...Adios!!

We are so in love...